99% accurate....

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 18:43:36 GMT

wow, i can't believe it has been this long since my last update. nothing new lately. car accident about a month ago. actually, on valentine's day. sucks but i'm $200 away from paying my mom back for the damages. haha. well, now i'm seeking other jobs to either have a second job or just to seek a new job opportunity. i have an interview with pacsun at the woodlands mall thurs. yes!!

dude, does anyone still update this junk that's on my friends list? if so, LAM. if you don't, i'd assume that you don't...

SPRING BREAK!

YYYEAH!
\m/

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 18:27:25 GMT

ok so that job only lasted one day because i guess i really really sucked. it's ok... i'll update later because i'm lazy

Tue, 29 Jun 2004 17:50:28 GMT

wow, i bet it's been months since i've updated. although, i do also have another journal that i actually update in on a daily basis. i decided to finally update on here. that is... if anyone is actually going to read this.

hmm... school ends, my boyfriend moves and i have a whole summer ahead of me. last weekend chase [bf] visited from georgia and we got to spend some quality time together. that was nice. my mom went out of the country for 3 weeks and is coming back tonight [oh joy] my freedom will soon end in a matter of hours...

plans for the summer.
-find a job
-visit boyfriend
-hang with friends
-find a job
-save money [ha!]
-go to concerts... go see the cure! mwhoahaha
-find a job
-sit on the comp for countless hours
-eat [a lot]
-find a job

-cat

Wed, 31 Mar 2004 00:00:39 GMT

oh my... i haven't updated in ages. i'm still alive! nothing much has been going on except for the fact that i am going out with someone who was no where near my type to begin with but now seems to be the perfect one for me. he's a pastor's son, athletic and i guess i'm allowed to say semi-preppy. o___o sounds like the last person i would ever date and it's kinda weird because i'm so used to dating guys in bands or hot guys that used to be male models, lol. hmm... i could regret what i'm saying now... but it's not like i know what the future will hold for me. no one knows. i think chase is THE one. he's the only guy that could get away with doing anything and it would make me happy. everytime i'm with him or see him, i get this feeling. like a burst of happiness or what some people could refer to as a multiple orgasm, lol. he's like the full package. not wrapped in any special paper, but with coupons. it's like the gift that just keeps on giving. his personality and sincerity is what gets to me and sincerity is the only thing i look for in anyone in general. i think i'm in love ^___^ *beams* yeah... this entry probably sux but that's ok, you don't have to read it, it's all completely up to you.

-cat

Tue, 10 Feb 2004 22:15:23 GMT

i had a good day despite anything to the contrary of how i feel right now. everything is fine. school. grades. family. friends. chase. i can say that i've never been this happy before in my life but for some reason i feel completely hollowed out with no emotion. i'm afraid of something that i can't control. ever since last year, the people who were closest to me gradually started to leave me or just left me.... permanently. i feel isolated from everyone literally. i guess right now i feel so happy and can actually stabilize where i stand. but during my unconcious state when i sleep, it's like all the real feelings start to come out. i get nightmares. i confuse fantasy from reality and now that i'm awake, i know why i had those dreams and i know why i feel the way i do right now. it all fuses together and leads to one thing. i'm afraid. i'm afraid i'd lose chase i'm scared of actually having to grow up so fast and live life at it's fullest. i am terrified but i know i have to take that step........ when i can reach it......

Sat, 24 Jan 2004 06:56:36 GMT

first entries are always nice... by the way... thanks ash for setting everything up for me. otherwise, i wouldn't have this journal...

yeah... i'll update later... i'm too lazy

-cat